I'm not myself,
The one you see,
The one you love and want to be.
I'm smart and loved and cared for well,
but hes gone, it doesn't matter now.
He was my life, the one I love,
thought he was a gift from above,
but as quickly as hed come he was gone,
now I'm left all alone,
unable to recover my heart is pained.
He broke it up and although I'm smiling,
my heart nags and longs for him.
I need love its like a drug,
I'm addicted,
but can't get my supply.
Will someone hear my silent cry?
I'm not myself,
The one you see,
The one you love and want to be.
I'm at war with myself,
constantly fighting to keep that smile,
stay strong, fight through,
but how long can I keep this up before my heart has had enough.
I'm bound to break sometime,
I can't stay silent my whole life.
All I ask is someone to bear with me,
Will someone hear my silent cry?