feeling all alone..
never wanting to look back
feeling like i want to leave
from all the lies and slack
he never wanted me
he never wanted to love
he never wanted us to be
he knew exactly what love does
he never wanted to cry for me
he never truly cared
and all this time i thought of him
of how he was always there
although i knew it from the start
that this boy could break my heart
every little piece of it
would only make me regret
funny how i believed
funny how i knew
funny how i never thought his hate for me grew
he always left me down
that heavy feeling in my chest
he never wanted to fix it
just threw it on the ground
always thought of him and never getting rest
he never ever loved me
like how i could just love him
always thought we'd last forever
but really he never wanted to be together
tired of all the lies and tears
and letting him go is hard when ever he's near
cry every night for him
every night wanting just him
feeling all alone..
never wanting to look back
feeling like i want to leave
from all the lies and slack
and now having to never look at him
never having to look again...