After the mourning,  
Bubba has become light. 
 Come together as one and whole, 
Don’t disrupt the peaceful melancholy. 
Even though you are not here, you are 
Forever in our hearts. 
“Gone but never forgotten” is not something 
Hector wants to hear.  
I for one am not satisfied with this bittersweet feeling 
Just know that you are no longer in pain. 
Know that you are no, 
Longer suffering 
Mourning, mourning is anger, resentment, sadness but 
Not all of us mourn the same... 
Oh, how I plead and wish that you were here to see your grandbaby graduate 
Pero, unfortunately God had other plans for you papito.  
Que voy hacer sin ti? 
Right now I am doing this for you 
So I must lift myself back up and continue 
To Triumph and follow my dreams.  
Untasteful, untasteful is the way I am feeling 
Violence is what I do not want to turn to 
What am I to do 
XXII- the 22nd  
You are another motivation of mine 
Zoned out is what I feel when the 22nd rolls around every single month.