Repeating over and over in my head all those words you used to say stuck with me until this day.  

Repeat. 

“You owe me” 

Repeat. 

“This is your fault you made me do this” 

Repeat.

“I’m doing this for you” 

Repeat. Repeat. 

“Your hideous” “your ugly”

All these thoughts keep going in Circles always reaching back to me your voice stuck in my head. 

Repeat. 

“You should just kill your self” 

Repeat.  

“I wish you were never born” 

STOP, stop repeating in my head. all these memoirs are becoming to much.

Repeat. repeat. repeat. repeat. 

“Your dumb” “your stupid” “useless” “worthless”

My mind overpowered just STOP I’m begging for these words to all just disappear. 

Repeat. 

“I’m so ashamed of you”

Repeat. Repeat. Repeat. 

“Dork” “loser” “failure” 

Re-No stop please don’t. Peat. 

They just keep coming they never stop… the powerful things you said to me. 

Repeat. “I wish you were never born”

Repeat. “No one will ever love you”

Repeat. “Don’t tell anyone or you will Ruin this family” 

Repeat. “You're so sensitive”

Repeat. “I hate you”

Repeat. “Why do you have to be so Annoying”

Repeat. “You're always so clumsy”

Repeat. “Why can’t you just be normal”

Repeat. “You can’t do anything right”  

Repeat. “I’m so disappointed in you”

Repeat. “Why are you like this”

Repeat. All over again every second of every day. Your words forever stuck. 

Repeat.