What I really wanted to ask you was what were you thinking during lunch as you stayed silent,

Silence I learned the next day about in the middle of class by my sister sending me screenshots of your convo that you could’ve told me then,

You could’ve told me in that moment that you wanted me to realize you were right when I clearly thought you were my friend, 

What I really wanted to ask you was how could you lie to me and lead me on,

On that we were truly friends and would stay friends forever, but those screenshots tell me otherwise,

You told my sister that we weren’t friends from the start, from when we would hang out, and from talking in school,

What I really wanted to say was screw you and your g*****n self,

You dare to text my sister instead of unblocking me 

What I really wanted to say was you’re an a**hole,

Always thinking of yourself and not even thinking of talking to me about the matter,

And how you Christmas break was great without me 

I kept wishing you would unblock me, but now I wish to stay blocked

I know I would say things I don’t mean in pure anger

You even told my sister you didn’t want to tell me about not wanting to see me ever again because you know I would be upset,

But having her tell me makes me even more enraged

What I really want to say to you though is that I’m really sorry and I wish you the best,

And you lost a good g*****n friend