At the end of the day

Who stood in my way

Who said they’d help,

But instead yelp

And run 

As they shun

My problems away,

I won’t write you an obituary.

At the end of the day

Who treated me like prey

Chasing and hunt me

Just so I wasn’t free

Always close to their grasp

So all I can do is clasp

To small sanctuaries like an asp

I won't write you an obituary

At the end of the day

Who wouldn’t give me a say

In my own way

Silenced, shushed, locked away

Told to be quiet,

I want to riot

I won’t write you an obituary

At the end of the day

Who stood with an array

Of who I could be that day

Telling me to be that

Telling me I’m fat,

Ashamed, horrible, I am to them

I won’t write you an obituary

At the end of the day,

Who was really away

Who was gone 

When I was thrawn

Who left 

While I was messed

“I’m here for you, this is normal” they say

With such “hey!”

While I am down

And they sneak around

I won't write you an obituary

At the end of the day

Who told me to be grey

Who realized I was mentally away

Who helped me when I was down

Who treated me like a clown

Who left me to die

I sigh

For you now

I won’t write you an obituary

At the end of day

Who would play

With my feelings

All for the dealings

Treat me like an animal

When I am more of a propranolol

Than they will ever be to me!

I keep their heart beating

However I am not an animal, 

Nor a propranolol

I am a being

Of such devine freeing

A magnificent flow

Like the rivers waters grow!

I am free 

Not to see thee!

I will not write you an obituary

My words of obituary will lie

With those who would rather die

Than treat me like a creature

When all I try to do is be your preacher

Of words you aren’t capable to see

Something the world may need!

My words of obituary die with the world

As you who treated

And overheated

Crowding me

Until you can corrupt she

I am not an animal

I am a human

With emotions not inhuman 

And I will not write you an obituary.