The constant buzzing of my phone wakes me from a drowsy state, 

rattling beside me like a snake

My eyes focus on my chromebook, 

its white bright light,

against the dark circles under my eyes.

Right on time for class

I try to seek refuge in my bed, wrapped up in blankets

like a warm embrace, but

my chest is tight 

 I stare blankly

at the screen in my lap.

How did I ever wake up earlier than this?

It should be easier,

It should be better than last year.

I heard we’re going back,

To normal.

I will no longer be sheltered from my peers

How will I adjust?

The thin line between school and after 

is blurred.

I find myself working day and night;

A constant cycle I can’t seem to manage

A simple cracked window 

brings a promise on a warm day,

promises of summer, 

of freedom, 

Carefree nights spent doubled over

in laughter, looking at the stars.

Till then, I keep opening my eyes

to another day,

on repeat.