I hate you

I hate the way you did

I hate the day you left

Do you know what?

The day you left

It was a rainy day

Sky are grey

My heart was hurted and heavy.

I start remember about us 

About the day we were together

About the day we were happy

About our youth

How happy was I?

How happy was I when I had you?

You told me love starts from friendship

But you may not know love could not get back to friendship.

My friend told me, “He is a coward”

“Yes, he is” I replied

You are a coward

Yes, you are

Why don’t you tell me?

You supposed to tell me

And I suppose to hear this from you, not your friend

Are you trying to run away?

You pretending don’t know who I am?

You pretending both of us were fine

Nut you know what?

I was not fine

I asked you, “Why did you do that?”

You kept silence and gone away

I thought I did something wrong

But no

I did nothing

I started to give up.

Time fly and I forget you

One day, you came back

Ask me “How are you doing?”

“I miss you. Can we get back?”

That’s all you said

I smiled and said, “No”

You asked me, “Why?”

Let’s me tell you

You used to tell me “Love starts from friendship”

But you may not know love could not get back to friendship.

Me and you

We were the past

We were together and happy

Still me and you

We are at this moment….

Nothing of each other.

You left me once

You may leave me again and again

And I…..

I do not want to live in pain 

At least at this moment

And….

Thank you

You used to a part of my youth

Used to…