evrytime she looks herself  in the mirror

she believes  she could conquer her fears

but whenever  she see's herself in the eyes of others 

she feels her eyes full with tears

the heaviness in the heart doesn't let her sleep

 so in the dark noiseless night ,she weeps 

what she could do 

what she is supposed to know

the affection to her soul 

became her own enemy 

the deadness in her eyes 

is her major concern now

what products she could buy 

to make it look alive .

its not the first time but she gathers her courage 

sits on the chair and writes to her ownself-

your heart is silent '

mind's on vacation 

but the world is still in motion 

if you left behind they will burry you 

they perpare there answers before they ask questions.

if they look at you dont look week 

pet your soul to relax it 

fuel your mind to prepare it . 

you are special and you aare worth it .