my thoughts keep swirling

my head can’t stop twirling

i fall down to cry

hoping i could just die

thinking my life is a lie

why do i have to hide

days go by

my eyes aren’t dry

and i’m tired of the lies

my fears are hurting me inside

i can’t escape the path i’ve pathed

one more day before i go away

memories i’ve saved fade away

my thoughts go right down the drain

no more hiding from the pain

drown me out, don’t hesitate

i’m held captive by these chains

i drink them away with champagnes

why don’t i have the brains

all i do is complain

am i going insane

i have lost my motivation

have no dedications

and i can’t even fake a smile

time flies by

there’s no hope in sight

can’t escape the kryptonite

i have died

put my love aside

broke my heart

and lost my mind