.Poems about sadness

one day I was happy

that went away fast

i loved you with everything

i just wish we could last

i don't know what I did wrong

i tried my best to stay

now I'm just listening to sad love songs

5yrd little girl smiling from ear to ear

never had to worry

loved life

until ten years go by

no more smiling just tears

feeling Worthless

never smiles like she did when she was a

5yrd little girl smiling from ear to ear

that feeling you get in your stomach you hate

the feeling when you want to cry but you just can't because your throat feels clogged

the feeling when you feel your heartbreak and the worse thing is you can't fix it

only they can

the person who broke you will never understand the feeling of your heart getting ripped out of your chest until it happens to them

then they will know

i don't get it

the pain

the cries

the sadness

every single night

just does not get better

i just need some help

i can not go through this

i'm done

Hurtful words

it's all a mystery to me

how can that be ok

how can you say such hurtful words

all you do is talk about me behind your back and it breaks my heart

people hurt because of words people say

it's all a mystery to me

heartbreak after heartbreak

cheater after cheater

liar after liar

player after player

tears after tears

i learned my lesson

~thank you, next

you treated me like a voodoo doll

you controlled me

you took over my life

but I stayed

over and over again

but what can I say

you do whatever it takes to stay with the people you love the most

even if the person you love the most is the worst person for you

~letting go

i saw proof

i  stayed

i saw messages

i stayed again

i saw everything

little did you know

i saw everything and I should have left

right then and there

but somehow

i stayed even after seeing everything you said to other girls

~stayed

never again will this happen

i never want to go through what I did

the pain was awful

getting those texts from friends

even family

i did listen

but they were right

i was just stupid

Happier

i met you

i liked you

soon i fell in love with you

you make me so happy

the feeling i get when i see you

your the best thing that has come into my life

never thought i could get these feelings again

~love struck

feeling happy

getting butterflies

seeing someone who makes you feel amazing

being happy again

loving life again

make you feel like you're floating

feels like a fairytale

happily ever after

~enchanted

days go by where I think about the past  

days go by where I think about the future

days go by where I think about the present

some days are hard

some days are good

some days are just plain days

but

i choose how those days go

i choose how I live my life

~living life how I was

growing up happy

growing up with good times and hard times

i can't choose how I feel

i don't know how to control how I feel

but I know how to leave and chose how I get treated

~my choice

toxic people

i've dealt with them

i've handled them

it's not always easy to deal with them

it's not always easy to give them up

it's easy to get sick of them

i'm quiet

i'm shy

i do not stick up for myself

i've learned to leave and forget

i have learned to say no

i wish sooner

i knew it was wrong

but I said no words

i just let it happen

~silence

the world is cruel

people don't know when to stop

things move to fast

some things feel like they last forever

i don't know how to change things I did wrong

all i have to do it move on and get over things

~moving on

being alone is hard

feeling like you have no one to talk to is hard

feeling sad if easy

feeling like everything in the world  is against you is easy

tears come from the heart not the brain

things get hard fast

you just have to know things will get better eventually

~rough

it's funny

“i love you” turned into “i never loved you”

“I'll never hurt you” turned into you being the one who hurt me the worst

mentally

physically

emotionally

“i never cheated” turned into “i cheated on you and I'm glad i did”

it's funny how words and actions change when you’re mad

~lol

i've been treated badly

i've been upset

i've loved and lost

i've thought things and I was completely wrong

all because of you

its okay though because i used to it

~all because of you

i learned from my mistakes

i know how to know how to be treated

i believe i was born to just be sad

now i believe that all i have to do is let go

~lesson learned

i began to start feeling empty

i didn't know how to change

i thought there was something wrong with me

so i stopped trying

i stopped caring

so i left

~goodbye

i was there through thick and thin

i did everything I could to keep you happy

you treated me like no one should be treated

i began to think your mental health was more important than mine

after everything I stayed

through the pain and backstabbings, I was there

But then i couldn't do it anymore

i left

and to this day you still wonder why

~loyal

i lost myself being there for people

i began smiling through the pain because it made me feel somewhat happy

i knew what i was doing to myself was wrong

i was told to leave over and over

i stayed because leaving would make it worse

~unhealthy

i thought things would get better

i knew  i was wrong for not leaving

But I thought as time went on things would fall into place

i never knew i could feel so deeply upset

i never knew you could feel as if you meant nothing in this world

i never knew someone could make you feel so worthless

~lost

being used for something hurts

not feeling like you are truly loved by someone you love hurts

not feeling like you can go on and live life hurts

but what hurts even worse is not knowing if it's your fault

~uncertain

feeling insecure is an awful feeling

when you don't feel pretty enough for someone hurts

looking at yourself everyday thing you will never be perfect

when you don't feel like your face will never be enough

you feel like you don't belong in the worst feeling yet

~insecure

i lost my best friend for awhile while i was with him

i lost people who i would never image losing in my life

i lost my self

i only cared for him

i only loved him not even myself

it needed to stop so i made it stop

it's weird how things change

after everything we are strangers

it's like nothing even happened

after everything that happened you're gone

but honestly, I'm not even surprised

~vanished

i miss the good times even though there aren't many

i don't miss the bad times and there were a lot

i don't miss being in your life

i miss the bond we had even though it was not great

i know we don't speak often

even though we have both moved on

i just hope the past stays in the past

 people asked me why I still claimed to be upset after everything

            it's hard to forget

it's hard to move on

   It’s hard when they gave you so much to remember

~unforgettable

it seems like everything i did was wrong

i never was right

you were

i was always the bad guy

i was the one who messed up not you

you never did anything wrong

i did

after you were gone i felt like i was never going to love again

i thought there's no point in trying if i couldn't feel the same butterflies i did with you

i tried but it did not work

until one day

it did and I could not be happier

~happy again