I'm scared to hear from my mom I'm just a mistake
I'm scared to hear from my mate, my burden is hard to take
I'm scared to see people leaving telling me we couldn't make
I'm too tired to suffer another trauma, another heartbreak
My heart's walls are too weak to hold up anymore together
My mind's all painful, my soul's fragile as feather
And my over whelming self is too low, faraway from ecstasy weather
And everyday seems to bring heavier onus of pain
And every person I thought to be beloved to leave with a deep stain
And so my desirous eyes close tight as I stop on the trail just before train...
-nabiha...