I feel lost

Like im somewhere to be found but no ones looking, not me

I know how i got here but i play dumb

Im listening but i dont acually hear

Im speaking but no sound comes out

Im trying but keep getting pulled farther down

So why?

Why do I even try to be what everyone wants

Im not even good enough for my self right just like always, Right?

You dont have time for me

Im not good enough for you

But when I dont show emotion

Thats being weak

“Her defenlly her child I can see it in you now”

No im not

“You are such a disgrace “

No im not

“You”re never gonna be anything”

Maybe