It’s more
than I expected
from you
too bad
I can’t just
leave it
at that.
You tried
and wished
and waited
patiently
for me
and then
feelings were
mutual;
not physical
admiration
but
intellectual
appreciation.
But those
were only
words.
Behind
those ocean eyes
you plotted
pretty lies,
thinking I
wouldn’t see
anything but
your sea.
And for a while
it was
all I saw;
your indifferent
compliments
were my
endearments.
So special
and I hid them
in my heart
in the end
it was those charms
on my heart
that broke me
apart.
Yet I still yearn
for you
so much
I could fall again
it’s your
bittersweet sin
the way you lead me
on
and tie me down
then walk away
and leave me
to howl
in loneliness
I wallow
in pity
just waiting
for the ground
to swallow me
just waiting
for
your return
you come
and leave
and put me
through strong waves
of pain
and agony
but anything’s
better than
misery
how can I
go on when not
a moment goes by
that I
don’t think of you?
I hope
you hear
my tears
and the tear
of my heart
Because that’s all
I have left
to give you