Anger rises
I smile, one of my many disguises
I can't stand how I'm treated
I hurt so bad, I feel defeated
I'm not sure how to feel
You act like my friend, but are you real?
I wish I were anywhere but here
Evil is creeping in my ear
Late at night
It's quite a sight
Pain has become my friend
Happiness has come to an end
I write these words to get them out
All this emotion oozing like a spout
There's an absence in my heart
I'm pulled to shreds, ripped apart
Change isn't seen as fond
I need to make a connection, a bond
For someone to love my heart longs for
But right now that is a closed door
I've lost control of all things
I can't manage to pull in the reigns
The hold I had on my life
Now is gone and I'm left in strife