On the day I found out that you passed away (October 9th, 2016) my life has not been the same. It’s hard without you here.  I have nobody to talk to anymore. You’re the only person who  could understand what I was going through, You helped me when I told you that I was sad or when people were picking on me. You always had a way to help. You helped me with school all the time. You helped me get my grades up.

One thing I remember about you is how short you were. One day when me and my sister were sitting on the couch and he said “Do you girls want the fan on?”

We said, “Yes please.”
You were jumping, trying to turn the fan on. I said “Do you want me to get it for you?”
He said “If you can reach it.”

I ended up turning the fan on.

I miss your brown eyes and how short you were. I miss riding the four wheeler with you, I miss how fast we would drive the four wheelers.

It’s hard knowing you’re gone, it’s hard knowing I’m never gonna get to see you again. I think of you all the time, I can hear your laugh and your voice in my head all the time. It hurts knowing that no one can understand me like you did, and knowing that you can’t help me out anymore. My mom barley understands my problems… only you could understand.

I miss you so much, more then you could ever imagine. I really wish you  could come back, so I could fix all my mistakes like all the times you told me to tell you if something was wrong.  I didn’t tell you; I just wish you were still here.
   

You were the person I looked up to. I appreciate everything you did for me and my family. I love you.