I sit in my room thinking,thinking what do i see in him why did i say yes?

Was it a moment of weekness or do i truely like this guy?

Life feels different not quit the same.












Maybe its the pressure of having the first boyfriend thats driving me insane.

He makes me feel like im on trial, or feel like i have nothing to say.

I know barley anything about this guy he knows nothing about me.

It feels akward and wierd and i dont know what to do he said he likes me so much more then i can ever like him.

I feel like im being lied to or he's tring to keep his life a secret.

Maybe i have a problem with comitment. I have a really hard time opening up to people so i usally write it down.

Possibly it could be that im more i a visual learner maybe i need to find out for myself and not have people tell me so.

I never have been good at saying no so how do i end this so i dont explode.