I see him everyday at school, hugging them, flirting with them… and I can't do anything about it. He's not Mine anymore. I have no say about what girls he talks to everyday it kills me. But I have to go through it.
I hate how we can't be. All that drama during those wonderful seven months was hell. But no matter how hard I try, I never got over him, probably never will. I love him….and this sucks. All these memories everywhere I go.
You asked me to semi. I had to say no, because our “parentals” will flip like there is no tomorrow. But I wonder.... Does it hurt him too? When I walk around with the guys, does it make his stomach cringe? Or does he roll his eyes and walk away.
I want to know. I need to know. Is there any chance for us down the road? Or should I move on? Ugh what am I saying; there is no way for me to move on....</3