I thought I was done. I thought I was over you. I convinced myself I hated you, that you were horrible, that I could never love you. Now that I have him realize how much I yearn for you. I just want to taste your lips again. Feel your hand against mind and our hearts beating as one. I dream about being in your arms again. I tell you I don’t care even though I care more then you will ever understand. I don’t love him I love YOU! You a**h***, you jerk, the one who broke my heart into a thousand pieces! I love you! I still haven’t figure out why I want you so much! You are so bad for me! Some days I just want to kill you, strangle you! At the same time I never want to leave you, I never want to stop kissing you, I don’t want to. I am staying with my boyfriend I will NOT cheat on him but just know, you are the love of my life. Its too late for us. It never was right, you were never right.