Why must it be like this? Why is love so complicated? Why won’t she talk to me, answer my calls? Respond to my texts? I know why. She’s upset. Angry, frustrated at my decisions and how I act. It’d be better if I just kept my mouth shut. I say rude, hurtful things and break promises. When I do, it barely makes her feel better. The weight of broken promises, the tears, the heartache. It tears at our relationship. I’m not sure sometimes if it’s even worth it. I get through long, miserable days, talking to her as much as I can. At the end of the day it’s always the same. Always spending nights with her. It may be bad, there may be times I make her cry, even times I can tell she just wants to get away from me. But put that all aside. I love this girl. There’s no other way to explain it. I have long days where all I wanna do is be by her side. I wanna come home from school to her beautiful face. Spend nights with her, cuddled next to her and simply enjoy her company. My heart nearly explodes when she sends me texts, saying she loves me on a bad day. Making my day so much better when I see her. She’s the only one who can brighten my day. And she does just that. She sings to me, hugs me, kisses me. Does anything I could ever want a girl to do. She’s everything I ever wanted. We lay together in the grass, looking up to a night sky full of wonderful stars. She’s my star from the sky. A walking beauty. She shines up my dark side, and is still there when I’m bright. When she leaves, I wait for a text, a call, anything. It feels like minutes drag on to days when we don’t talk. This is love. This is the girl I wanna spend my life with. I can’t stand to be apart from her, so how could I possibly live without her?