Never have I ever seen a sunset
Never have I ever been kissed
Never have I ever seen a sunrise
Never have I ever been missed

Never have I ever had anyone care
Never have I ever let anyone see
Never have I ever felt loved
Never have I ever seen a bee

Never have I ever shown my scars
Never have I ever been together with someone
Never have I ever been able to trust
Never have I ever let my mind be undone

Never have I ever let my family in
Never have I ever been close to friends
Never have I ever been close to kin
Never have I ever been laughed at

I don't let people in but I don't let people out
I don't let people see what I am about
I don't let people laugh because I don't tell people stories
I don't talk I don't tell I don't laugh I don't live
I am dead on the inside and dead I shall stay
For the dead on the inside will rot me to this day