It felt like a dagger piercing my soul. How am I supposed to feel? This whole time, its been a lie. Our love meant nothing to him. I was a silly player in his big game. I feel like every touch was so pure it turned into a bowl of ashes. What did I do wrong? Just the other day we were completely fine. I don't know if i'm feeling pain or stupidity. They all told me what would happen if I fell in love.. But can you blame me? It started out as a simple friendship. Yet, everyday that smile go to me. I melted into the thought of his lips extending from one side of his face to the other. Or the way he looked at me, don't get me started. Those sparkling green eyes danced around with mine for only seconds, but it was perfect. Everything felt perfect, until now. My world has vanished and now i'm alone.