I couldn't stop myself.
I was overwhelmed by this horrible wave of misery, and I just...
I found a piece of glass and cut my wrist. I don't know why I did it, I just did. It bled for a while, and it fascinated me to sit on my bed and watch it seep red.

I looked up the motivations of cutting yourself, just to see if it was a mental illness. I found a website on Jashinism, and since I don't have a religion, I decided that might be good for me. The only thing wrong with that is... I wouldn't be able to live with myself. A religion that is rumored to have a Naruto character for a god? One where you HAVE to cut yourself for Jashin-san or whoever it was? I can't remember.
Maybe it's a good thing I forgot.

Bleeding,
---Anonymous