You stand on the brink of emotion, you don't allow yourself to go over the thin line you've drawn for yourself. You won't allow yourself to cry, not while people are watching. You smile through the pain, the pain worse than any physical pain imagined. You can feel the tears behind your eyes. But you don't let them show, you can't. That would be idiotic. Numbly, you paste a fake smile on your lips, it seems real to others, only you can tell that it's not. And that's all that matters. Be just another face in the crowd, don't stand out or draw attention, that only leads to mistakes, and mistakes are humiliating. You walk through the halls trying to be the girl whose name they don't remember...