I want to find a guy that is different, who is not one of those ignorant jerks out there. A guy who can lock his eyes into mine, and immediately,i would feel beautiful. A guy who knows how much I hate the overuse of the words "I love You," and who would confess his love to me by saying, "You're the best thing that ever happened to me." I want a guy who may not understand me but is willing to waste his time just to figure this girl out, who calls me everyday just to make sure I am okay and who calls back even when I hang up on him. I want a guy who turns to his friends and says, "that's her" A guy that is strong,persistent, hardworking, and of course faithful.
I want to find my soulmate, a person whom i can share my passion of nature, reading, and writing.A guy who will lay under the stars and talk to me about his wild dreams.I want a person who change me and one whom i'll change. One who would wake me up at 3 am just to tell me he misses me.I want the one who won't call me baby or honey but calls me by my name but in a way that makes me want to hear it a million times. I want a relationship so special that we don't need pictures to prove it; it'll just remain a love to remember. I want the one who build a fire that keep me warm when my life is become a snow storm..
However, what a girl wants rarely comes true. Reality sets in and it stabbed me hard in the heart. In plain simple words: guys are jerks.
I felt like a circus freak, robbed out of innocence and filled with shame of my weak heart for believing that " Happy ever after" exists.