i fear that i make just started,
making my mark on the world,
but it is a big place my eyes have been open
all my life but i wasn't seeing but now i see.
my life was going in circles,
like a crazy ride,
life is about to changed
completely in fact for now on,
i will no longer trust someone from the get go.
you will have to earn it.
i do not care if you were once a friend
or is one you know if i trust you or not.
and for those who always think i won't do something
well that is because i am:
calm, collective level headed person
in the world it takes a lot to piss me off,
i am kindhearted,
i know pain like a new best friend.
hurt me all you want to.
but i will pick always pick myself up
off the hard ground like always.
so do your worst world
I AM RIGHT HERE
WAITING......................................
SO COME FOR ME

for i have god by my side
and he was always there
and will still be there no matter
how many people gets kicked
out of my life
and if i do not need you in my
life well only god knows that