She was alwyas there when I needed her. She was my hero. I never thought anything could ever take her away from me. She was funny, she helpped me get out of trouble with my mom. But what Grandmother doesnt do that? I mean sure all of our granparents are different in some way, but they are always there for us and we always seem to take them for granted. We dont mean to it just kind of happens. Until we lose them forever, thats one of the hardest things ive ever had to go through. And everyone thats going through a family loss im here to tell you that its okay to be angy or upset or mad at the world for taking that person away. But honestly things get better. You man not think so but trust me it does. I still remember the night my grandmother passed like it was yesterday. She passed 8 months ago and as much as i hate to admit it im glad shes gone because shes not suffering anymore. Shes not here to see all of the constant fighting and arguing of my family. But i know shes in a beter place. I know shes still here looking after me. She always will be. I have her favorite song on repeat and ive never really paid attention to the lyrics until now and now i know why its her favorite song. She was trying to tell me it will be okay. For me not to cry anymore. That ill find her again someday. and thats honestly all i can ask for. Theres days that i just want to secream and cry at God for taking her away from me but then i stop and i think of how happy she probably is. For those of you going through this also im so sorry that you have to go through this butknow that youre not alone.