"Kill yourself, kill yourself, kill yourself". It's like a mantra, repeating itself over and over in my head, constantly reminding me that I'm not good enough, that I'll never be good enough.  

Anxiety & deppresion can be pretty hard to deal with, especially if you're going through high school. It's as if, the stress that comes from anxiety is quadrupled, because of all the schoolwork and the crowds of people. Just thinking about it makes it hard to breath. 

And I know how hard it is to wake yourself up every morning, to drag yourself to that hell hole, but it pays off (I'm hoping). So be brave, and get try and get through it. And remember that, no matter who you are, or where you are, I believe in you.