Apologies.

I would like to apologize to my mom for not always being the best behaved child ever. She deserves better. Sorry I’m not perfect like my brother.
I would like to apologize to my dad for not acting like a daughter. Your first one blows you off, your second one shouldn’t either. Sorry I can’t be the daughter you want me to be.
I would like to apologize to my brother. I am probably the most annoying little sister ever and I push your buttons a lot. Sorry I don’t do as much for you as you do for me. You mean so much to me, like more than you would ever imagine.
I would like to apologize to Mrs. Moreau. Even though you won’t talk to me anymore, I still want to apologize. Getting my ticket was a dumb choice, I get that, please stop holding it against me.
I would like to apologize to my sister. I have no idea what I did to make you not come around anymore. But I miss you. And I need my big sister now more than ever. Please come see me.
I would like to apologize to Nick. I blow you off all the time. Even though it seems you’re the only person who cares anymore. You mean more to me than you think. Sorry for being a horrible friend.
I would like to apologize to Kellie. I know my locker probably gets in your way a lot and I know I’m not exactly the friendliest person ever in the morning, sorry for always being crabby.
I would like to apologize to the Girls Basketball team. I let you guys down getting my ticket. I know I was only manager but you girls made me feel like family, and I appreciate that. Sorry I let you down.
I would like to apologize to my boss Kevin. I know when I came in to open I was never the happiest person ever. I always had attitude and always had a comment for everything you said. Thank you for putting up with me for all this time.
I would like to apologize to all my teachers. I know I’m not exactly the smartest kid on the planet. And I know that I take a long time to catch on to things, and tests really aren’t my thing. I’m sorry. But I try my hardest.
I would like to apologize to my best friend Kaylie. I’m sorry I’m not the person you want me to be. Sorry I make you mad all the time. Sorry I do dumb things and say dumb things. I don’t mean to say half the things I say, sometimes the words just come out. Sorry I’m not good enough. Sorry I talk to guys you don’t like. Sorry I can never do anything right. Sorry I can’t be like Kayla. Sorry I never know what to say when you’re mad. Sorry I’m just not a good friend.
But, lastly, I would like to apologize to myself. Sorry I let my friends walk all over me. Sorry I never stand up for myself. Sorry I’m not funny. And I’m sorry boys don’t like me. Sorry that I’m not everything I wanted myself to be. Sorry I’m always moody. Sorry I’m not good at sports, volleyball and soccer just aren’t my thing. Sorry I try to so hard, just to get screwed over in the end. Sorry people suck. They can be really mean sometimes. And lastly, sorry for putting up with way less than I deserve. I don’t deserve to get ignored by the boy I’m crazy for. I don’t deserve to get walked all over on by my best friend who I would do anything for. I don’t deserve to be talked about because I messed up. I don’t deserve to be excluded by my friends because one minute they like you, and the next they don’t. I don’t deserve to be anything but happy. And that’s all I’m going to be from now on.