I am haunted by a secret i cannot share.I want to be myself but yet i am trapped, nothing hurts more than not being able to be yourself in front of the people you love. Its like a heavy wait on your chest and you just cant breath right. If only i could stand up for what is right. I'm i not free yo love whoever i want? I'm i not meant to be happy? I cry at times thinking that of what my future holds. I write my secret on a piece of card just to get the feeling that it is out there in the world or scream it out loud when no one is in sight. Is there a place in my life where i dont have to hide the truth, to be myself in every single way,to be free?