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Suicide

May 10, 2011
By cheetoz45680 DIAMOND, Bridgeport, Connecticut
cheetoz45680 DIAMOND, Bridgeport, Connecticut
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Favorite Quote:
Pain is inevitable, suffering is optional.


What do you think when the word suicide is said. Is it indifferent to you? Do you feel pain because someone close to you has done that? Do you not feel anything? Or do you actually think about it and feel alot of pain deep inside because you yourself have been through that path? Well I have. Its painful to hear it. I still feel that way. I just want to end everything. Make all the pain go away. Life doesn't matter to me anymore. Its meaningless and I don't care about anything at all anymore. One day I was actually going to hang myself. I just couldn't take the pain anymore. It was too much for me to handle. But someone special stopped me from doing that. He told me that life has something waiting for me and that threes no point in ending it now. That I should live to see what is it that life has waiting for me. His words were so powerful that they actually stopped me. I could have done it but I was stronger and I chose not to. I have walked the suicide path before. I don't want to walk it once more. But I cant help feeling that desire to end it all. Just to forget all the pain and lies. I just want to forget. I know now thanks to my friend that suicide isn't the answer and that it wont solve anything. Now i have to work on finding this happiness that i don't have but that i desire more than death. For all you girls/guys that are out there feeling the same way, all i have to say is....Suicide isn't the answer. Trust me. You cause more pain to the people you leave behind than to yourself. I'm one of those people that was left behind...and I wasn't happy. I was hurt. For a really long time. And I still am. But I cant do that to the people who love me because I have been through that.


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Minus said...
on Oct. 1 at 9:32 am
Minus, Morse, Louisiana
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I felt this before(っ˘̩╭╮˘̩)っ

on Oct. 7 2011 at 10:07 pm
cheetoz45680 DIAMOND, Bridgeport, Connecticut
88 articles 0 photos 69 comments

Favorite Quote:
Pain is inevitable, suffering is optional.

thanks :) *Hugs back*

on Oct. 5 2011 at 10:21 pm
HateKnuckle SILVER, Peru, New York
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To those going through hard times such as these and feel despair closing in, I love you and care about you. I feel your pain and so have many others. This is a hug to all those in dark places.(HUG)

on Aug. 11 2011 at 9:32 pm
cheetoz45680 DIAMOND, Bridgeport, Connecticut
88 articles 0 photos 69 comments

Favorite Quote:
Pain is inevitable, suffering is optional.

yea i know it really is.

on Aug. 10 2011 at 6:30 pm
secrets_of_silence GOLD, Gisborne, Other
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Favorite Quote:
life had i loved the more
had it but passed away
as quietly as the day
ebbs from the darkening star.


-emanuel litvinoff

yeah, im sorry that anyone has to go through that. its tragic

on Aug. 10 2011 at 5:10 pm
cheetoz45680 DIAMOND, Bridgeport, Connecticut
88 articles 0 photos 69 comments

Favorite Quote:
Pain is inevitable, suffering is optional.

 i get it. my best friend is at the edge right now and it makes me feel so helpless that i can't do anything about it because if i try to say something then she'll just say that i do it too and a lot of stuff like that. im scared i don't want to lose her

on Aug. 9 2011 at 7:17 pm
secrets_of_silence GOLD, Gisborne, Other
12 articles 0 photos 439 comments

Favorite Quote:
life had i loved the more
had it but passed away
as quietly as the day
ebbs from the darkening star.


-emanuel litvinoff

oh um my cousin is now suicidal... is so sad couse i cant trust him anymore

on Aug. 9 2011 at 6:48 pm
cheetoz45680 DIAMOND, Bridgeport, Connecticut
88 articles 0 photos 69 comments

Favorite Quote:
Pain is inevitable, suffering is optional.

wait what do you mean it's started again?

on Aug. 9 2011 at 6:46 pm
cheetoz45680 DIAMOND, Bridgeport, Connecticut
88 articles 0 photos 69 comments

Favorite Quote:
Pain is inevitable, suffering is optional.

Yeah so have i....

on Aug. 9 2011 at 4:57 pm
secrets_of_silence GOLD, Gisborne, Other
12 articles 0 photos 439 comments

Favorite Quote:
life had i loved the more
had it but passed away
as quietly as the day
ebbs from the darkening star.


-emanuel litvinoff

yeah, i get it. ive been on both sides of the equasion and its started again. so i get both points of veiw very well

on Aug. 9 2011 at 4:54 pm
cheetoz45680 DIAMOND, Bridgeport, Connecticut
88 articles 0 photos 69 comments

Favorite Quote:
Pain is inevitable, suffering is optional.

no its okay. but sometimes even if you get so much help it's sometimes impossible to make the sadness go away. when it's been there for so long it's really hard to let it go...it's a part of you and the only way out would be suicide, even though its not the answer.

on Aug. 8 2011 at 6:50 pm
secrets_of_silence GOLD, Gisborne, Other
12 articles 0 photos 439 comments

Favorite Quote:
life had i loved the more
had it but passed away
as quietly as the day
ebbs from the darkening star.


-emanuel litvinoff

ok that was harsh sorri

on Aug. 4 2011 at 7:30 pm
secrets_of_silence GOLD, Gisborne, Other
12 articles 0 photos 439 comments

Favorite Quote:
life had i loved the more
had it but passed away
as quietly as the day
ebbs from the darkening star.


-emanuel litvinoff

yeah but the people who are left  behind are the ones who failed to help. imagine how much worse they felt, i mean, they lived with that amount of pain for no reason