Dark eyes, bleeding into my soul
black shadows are over-powering my life.
i try to smile, but i cant.
it feels as if my lips are sewn together.
i try to talk but no sound is made.
i try to run, but i just cant.
this "thing" has drained all of my energy.
no matter what amount of effort is put in, i still feel and remain, lifeless.
i now try to scream.
I'm not trying to escape my future.
i cant scream.
a silent noise comes out of me and this "shadow" turns around.
did it hear me?
i notice: this is NOT a shadow.
but it is what i have become.
i feel a warm tear run down my cheek.
i can cry again!
but the questions remain;
Can i change?
Will i change?
or will i forever be lost in my darkness.
i feel possessed.