someone once told me, smile though your heart is aching. when I have to do that I come to realize that it's the most hardest thing in the world to do so. and I ask myself that question everytime I look at him. Why do I have to do it? Why can't I just breakdown and cry right here? but then I think to myself I just have to show that I am strong and something like him isn't going to hurt me. even though it hurts to even look at him. But then there was a time were he was just a call away and I could tell him everything I wanted. But one day he dropped me off at, dont want you in my life street.I saw him and I really wanted to say hi but i cowarded out and walked away from him.