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Thought Monologue: (1)-Existence and Meaning
What gives us the right to be alive-to live, to breathe, to sing, to dance, to write, to play, to feel-to be human? What gives us the will to look down upon each other with contempt, or to praise one another with love? Who says that we may speak our minds, or that our minds may even speak? Who says that we may have a mind to drive our bodies with grace and agility? What makes us believe that our values, beliefs, judgements, ideas, opinions, perspectives, aspirations, successes, emotions, and brilliance have substance? What makes us even think that we may possess brilliance, or that what we call originality and genius is indeed our possession or creation whatsoever?
What gives us the assurance that we can rule this planet with our finite knowledge and perceived wisdom? Even now as I write, what tells me that these words truly have meaning? What tells one who may be reading this that these words truly have meaning? What tells my sub consciousness to tell my conscious self to live; what gives me the right to be human?
If we were to take a moment of introspection to separate our minds from our bodies to ask ourselves why must we be alive to live, why must we identity our identity-and to question whether or not we truly have an identity, and to introspect on our introspection, what would our answers be? If we were to gaze upon our appearance in the mirror and look deeply into our eyes as if from the eyes of another, would we question our existence? Our own self? Would we see what a god would see, but perhaps only a fraction? Could we possibly even manage to attain that?
Within the duration of this moment, this fraction of a fraction of a fraction of a second, would we realize that we are almost meaningless as merely humans in our humanity? Would we acknowledge the notion that we are not defined by how we define ourselves, and that we are defined not by ourselves, but by some transcendent force that has not quite yet been sensed by our laws of physics-some transcendence that is at work? And might this transcendence be the sheer fact that there is no force at work at all besides that of unpredictability? That the very fact that we exist is due to a random act of randomness? And might this transcendent force that has not been, or perhaps cannot ever be, picked up by our powerfully logical quantum laws be the very randomness that has created us and the universe? Ironic, isn't it?
Would we be willing to accept, within this flicker of an instant before the realization once more vanishes just beyond our cognitive reach, that this transcendence gives us a translucent understanding of why we are alive, and gives us permission to live, and unconsciously, we know that we have guidance in all that we do. And this guidance is our free will, and our free will is permissible by this transcendent force. Randomness.
In this moment, we are enlightened, but as the moment passes, we are once more shadowed in ignorance and obliviousness; living on, arrogantly protesting that we are independent and superior in our being. Neglecting to acknowledge that we have permission to live. And this permission is the very fact that we are alive to declare so.

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A journal entry on a personal moment of introspection and contemplation.
Written: Mar 14 2016_7:46pm-8:30pm
Edited: Dec 14 2016_-10:28pm
I derived my inspiration for this piece from two conflicting ideas that I happened to be contemplating over at the moment that I decided to journal this Thought Monologue. These two ideas are:
1) The earth, and thus, humanity, are very special and unique. The location of the earth in relation to the sun, the earth's perfect atmosphere and liquid water, the presence and abundance of the four essential gases necessary for life in the universe (oxygen, hydrogen, carbon, nitrogen), the location of our solar system in our galaxy, the relative tranquility and stability of the contents of our galaxy, et cetera...all contribute to make earth an ideal place for humanity. Everything is so perfectly arranged to allow for humanity to exist and thrive. It appears that everything was fine-tuned so as to ensure that humanity thrives, therefore, there was a grand design, and God is the designer.
2) The conditions that are present, which allow for the existence of humanity and which appear to be fine-tuned, do not necessitate the belief in a supernatural being, or the belief that there was divine intervention in the formation of the universe. Therefore, the existence of the universe and the earth, and the existence and prosperity of humanity, are special in the fact that their existence is due to, in the most simplistic and nonscientific terms, a random occurrence which had a low probability of creating the conditions which are theorized to be necessary for the existence of everything that exists.
Personally, I derived such a deeper sense of reverence for humanity and the universe from the latter idea. I began to ponder over the fact that as humans, we tend to live our day-to-day lives completely oblivious to the fact that, from a theoretical and scientific standpoint, our existence boils down to chance-a probability. Not an accident, as some creationists and religious people tend to proclaim in an effort to undermine this idea, but an occurrence which is estimated to have a significantly low chance of happening. And this makes our existence all the more astounding, mesmerizing, extraordinary-special.
I just wish that from reading this piece, one will choose, of their own mind, which idea connects more with them. The piece is intended to promote introspection on this level for everyone, so that they will better appreciate life beyond earth, and contemplate more over metaphysical notions in whatever manner they wish, such as existence and meaning.