I feel so alone out here in the world...you know like no one else knows what I'm going through. It's so scary and I wanna run. I feel like I can't ever do anything right in life anymore. Everyone tells me to keep trying but I feel like giving up and running from my problems. People don't seem to understand how I feel and the world only gets smaller. As my mind travels into an unknown space, my brain wonders where my heart is. My life seems so small and my dreams are huge. Nobody gets me. It's as if I'm invisible and sometimes I wonder if I'm not even alive. Things around me seem fake and I wonder if this life is real. Sometimes I think that what I'm looking at is a bad dream, a dream from hell that I can't escape. I wish it was all over and I would wake up from this nightmare. I feel like I fell into a hole, except this hole never ends. Everyones dreams are too high to reach and their nightmares are that much closer. I'm so confused....I need inspiration and hope that something good will happen...That maybe life is fine and that this is just another nightmare.