My heart's gone and i'll never get it back. Doesn't matter i don't want it anyway. It would just be a painful smack. A smack to remind me of the pain and emotions i try to keep at bay. The sadness that haunts me day and night. The love i want, but will never have. The pain that somehow ignites. It haunts my dreams and reminds me of the sadness i'll always have. No matter what i hear the voice. The voice that makes me feel this way. The pain won't leave i guess it's my choice. Since i don't try to get away. I've given up i don't see why not to quit. I've fallen and can't leave this pit.
January 7, 2011