Where do they all go?
My blackhole heart slowly continues to suck up all my emotions
Soon there'll be none left
The tears stopped long ago
Only come out when I don't want them to
How did it all come back?
I was doing okay
Not great but better than the years before
Genuine happiness filled my heart for a little while
I should've known it would come crashing down eventually
I was arrogant to think otherwise
A day's worth of happiness is a week's worth of emptiness
At least that's how life has always treated me
What made me think anything changed?
I don't know the answer to this question
Maybe because he was finally out of my life
Maybe because I wouldn't have to see him again
Maybe because she was finally being nice to me
Maybe because I was thought everything was okay
Maybe because I just didn't want to believe I hadn't changed
Will I ever?