December 22, 2009
My body is shaking.
I'm sweating.
I'm weak, and there is only one thing
That can make me strong.
But i can't do it.
Because the thing that makes me stronger
Also tears me down and beats me up inside.
My drug is unavoidable.
It always seems to be calling my name.
The drug makes me happy,
Makes me feel invincible,
And I like that feeling.
I like feeling like nothing in the world
Could ever bring me down.
How could something so pure and sweet
Cause so much pain?
How could on itty, bitty thing
Break my heart and leave me to pick up the pieces?

I'm addicted.

So I pick up the needle one more time...

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