Lately
The careful words you slide between
Are filling up the air
You try harder to dodge the conversations
But the only things you come up with are silences for my questions
Remembering what you've done makes you silent
Knowing the extension of what you deserve is shattering
One more time and I may understand
So now it's a fault that I can't fix?
You want me but you don't
You need me but you can't
You miss me but sometimes you forget to
Maybe this is because of the perplex way you've looked at me
But the only solutions I have to our problems
Split into two gentle pieces
Make or break
If I stay in this devastating sand I'm going to sink
But if I leave into that big wide world without you it's unsafe
Decisions are splitting and making up my mind seems so much closer than when I started
The distance of when it began has progressed through the months
Almost the year wasted is the one I yearn for back
The two choices life has left me with are the only that I need
My heart
Is a choice of break or beat
Ill hurt without you
But I'm more concerned with my independence to hurt with you