My heart is shriveling up
As if breaking wasn't enough
I don't know what I'm gonna do
I just hope I make it through
My emotions, they fight and fight
I just wish I could sleep at night
But I lie awake
And I mourn over this pain
I thought this time I'd be strong
But I'm proving myself to be wrong
I'm just feeling so down
I don't know what to do know
I could cry and cry
Or pretend that I'm alright
But I don't know anymore
I just know I feel torn
It was all worth faking
A heart worth breaking
And that's the story
And I'm trying not to worry
Being in love it was good
In a heart break it ended as it should
If I had fate on my side
It would have been just fine
But it's not
and it hits the spot
I have no idea what to say
I just hope I'll be okay
And I love him
Because I kept my promise
He's my one and only
And now I may die lonely