an uncontrollable pain
here it from you again and again every time you try
you loose to hide
you always try to make it satisfactory
but it always looses its trajectory
and end up exactly on your caution
causing a sudden painful emotion
resulting in an outstanding sorrow
just as my heart is shot with an arrow
just as the poison spreading all over my heart
making my vision blur and dark
a poison which doesn't cause my death
but kills me every second it gets
obsessed with my death being destructive
distressed with my try being ineffective
priest or exorcism can't try healing it
because it's not a ghost that am dealing with