We make decisions in our lives that we're not always proud of. Mostly every part of my life has been made up of bad decisions. I'm not proud of the way my life is going and who I am. I want to be that girl who's the perfect height, gorgeous, and liked by everyone. I want to be that girl who gets straight A's and has a personality you fall in love with. But, I'm that short girl who gets average grades. I'm not ugly, but I'm not pretty either and I have an okay body. My hands and feet are too small and hideous. I'm afraid to wear open toed shoes and every chance I get I hid my hands. I wish I could be nice to everyone, but I have this ugly temper. I hate the person I am. I wish I wasn't me. I'm unhappy with myself. I am unhappy.
April 4, 2012