I can’t think. I don’t know what to write. Words are not flowing freely as they once were. I don’t have any ideas. My mind is like a dry ocean. My head hurts. My fingers are so numb. I feel like I am losing my mind. Even now, I don’t have any ideas. Even now, I have to pause and think of what to say next. This seat is hard. All I want to do is sleep. The feeling is horrible. Where did the world go? Everything feels so dead. I can’t concentrate. I am leaving now.
May 23, 2010