I wish I could go back in time. Than I would have never did what I did. I hate myself for doing that. I may never forgive myself for it. I lost someone very important to me because of doing something so stupid. Such a dumb mistake. Cheating is wrong no matter how you put it and i committed that wrong which I can not take back even though I wish I could. I wish I was dead sometimes. How could I do that to him? Im such a horrible person. I wish I could take it all back. Im an idiot.