This is exactly what I feel right now. I'm fighting to get my perfect x boyfriend back because i screwed up majorly. We've both made mistakes but mine was the biggest. We're both scared of trying again sometimes. I'm in love with him and I cant get over him. Nobody can make me forget him, he's always on my mind. I still wear the necklace he gave me, I remember the night he gave it to me I cried I was so happy. My older brother is the one thing stopping us because he hates my perfect x boyfriend, becasue he made me cry, but I'd lose my brother to have my perfect guy back, thats how much I love him...