a constant reminder of my darkest days

can´t seem to tell you what I have to say

Still wondering why you did what you did

all? fine when I keep my emotions hid

habits so bad that I can´t seem to break

as I remember the memories we used to make

upset but I´m still unable to say goodbye 

everything you do I feel like I can justify 

hooked on you as if you are heroin 

unknown why I stay when you make my head spin

realized with you, I´d rather date a rock

taken time to realize I was your laughing stock

a smile creeping up here and there 

as I realize my heart wasn´t yours to tear