Thine love came forth and I embraced it then
Aware of its competitive unknowns
Survived insaneness, I'd be dead, alone,
If I'd have let all ---- resume again.
Survived 'til now, t’this point, I made it when,
Your heinous evil, hellish patterns run,
Back then I thought, "the hardship’s just begun!"
To ---- with you, your feelings, and your shen.
Back then, I thought, what guilt I'll feel from this,
Thought all about the pain I'd give to thee
And now I'll think of your ten-thousandth kiss
And hate on you as you rejected me.
As I say this, you'll feel the mad disdain
How you inflicted me with heartfelt pain.