Perturbations.

Thoughts going back and forth.
Feelings going up and down.
Its like a roller coaster riding around and around.
My heart feels nothing.
My mind plays tricks.
I hate who I am, it makes me sick.
I hear voices.
I see ghosts.
Whats wrong with me? People look at me as if I'm nothing but a joke.
I don't know how to love.
I never trust anyone.
Man i wish this game would end, because this isn't fun.
My soul is full of lies.
My body is full of hate and bruises.
Hey i guess no one can win in this life, nope everyone loses.
This is all so wack..
My soul wants to runaway from this awful body and never come back.