Anguish

You tug my heart,
you yank my soul,
the hatred grows,
my life you stole,
I trust no more,
For this you've done,
I've lost all love
and now i run,
from open arms
I've never seen,
from your disease
with no vaccine,
there is no hope
for us inside,
there's no one else
to be my guide,
I am detached,
my path unknown,
your mind games which
I have outgrown,
for I have given
all my strength,
and I have reached
pat life's length,
I walk alone,
never followed,
with no trust,
my heart is hollowed.