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Not Crazy

December 17, 2016
By devils_advocate PLATINUM, Spring, Texas
devils_advocate PLATINUM, Spring, Texas
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Favorite Quote:
Pain is inevitable, suffering is optional.
-Haruki Murakami


I’m not crazy, I’m still a bit okay
Just surviving till another day
I’m not crazy it’s just who I am
Broken up, beaten up, dead and damned.

I’m not crazy I’m just a little numb
Just a little scared of who I’ve become
I’m not crazy I’m just a little sad
The monsters inside are all I have

And I can’t seem to find my way home so I stay
In this hell made of dark where the demons play
I can’t find my way back home so I sleep
In the city where the demons and monsters feed

I’m not crazy I’m just stared for love
Someday I promise I’ll rise above
All the pain has destroyed me, but I’ll keep the sane
In my head, in my brain, that’s the day I’ll be okay.

And I can’t seem to find my way home today
And I can’t seem to find my way out
And I can’t seem to find my way home today
Even if I scream and I shout.

I’m a hopeless case and a wandering flame
I want for more-every day is the same
But I’m stuck in this place where the monsters feed,
I’m not crazy, I’m just being me.



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